hello blog. guess i wun be updating anytime near cos my dad say i frm today onwards cannot use com. so yea. but i guess mayb somehow i would negotiate to use or sneakily use it.
practically dead beat. so woke up around 11am. slept around 2am+ last night. around 9hrs sleep bah. sud be sufficient. met up at mc to study. hmm. completed unit 1 of amaths tys. spent around 2hrs to complete it. sian. still have 2 qns dunno how to do somemore. so yea.
bought food and ate there. din finished it since i wasnt very hungry. so left it till ltr. dam suay. dere was these cups of drinks which were almost finished but it's not. yanci said it wasnt her's so i tot mayb is the others de. so yea. left it dere. and there was once i took the wrong cup and drank it. it was kinda warm as compared to jus now that mouthful. so i took another look. my drink was on my left and i took the right one. dammit. wrong drink. *pukes* wads more, it's neither sylvia, yanci or yingqi's drink. it was some random ppl who sat there before us. dammit. god dam suay. i felt sick. gross. pukey. wad's worst, they said they think it was some fatty whose drink was that i drank. shit. i dun wan think abt it anymore. dammit.
cherngjye came too. he was kinda fast in finishing his qns den me. i admit i'm lousier. okay. i suck.
it was cold so i wore my jacket. went to the toilet abt 3 or 4 times within just 6hrs. high metabolic rate i guess.
sent them home, the end. i'm sorry. i din know i created so much trouble. i just, wanna see you. am i wrong? not talking oso my fault dammit. talk also my fault. dammit. everything's my fault. i tot i found a gd grp, but dammit im wrong. just. leave me alone. i'm wrong for being caring, i'm wrong for everything. why doesn't wad i do turns out right everytime? cant you all just be frank? I don't have a single idea what you're thinking.