I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
today is a fine day, but too bad i'm sick. haha. though i claimed it's frm shaiful, but it isn't. i guess. 'cause i think virus doesnt act so fast, i think. but well, i'm on the verge of being sick. had dry glottis ytd. today too. but today slightly better. felt very tired today. very. woke up that time took me quite long to summon enough energy to pull myself outta the bed. bathing was freezing. but had to. it's my habit. if i'm going out after i wake up, i must bathe, or i'll feel very weird.
"isolated" myself away from the rest. so that they wun get infected by me. today is a really tiring day, and had several tests. so i was drained of energy. furthermore i'm ill. haiz. u guys asked me why i wore specs today, well, it's because i'm ill and i dun wan my lenses to get infected. i heard it somewhere. i think frm my optimetrist. and i was too tired to wear my lenses. 'cause it's a chore when u cant put it in at one go. though i'm quite experienced liao, but sometimes it crops up. dunno why. like just cant put in. ok, whatever.
sylvia like to mumble when she speaks, very hard to understand sometimes. mayb because of her braces. sihui talks very softly oso. it'll take her to repeat several times before i could actually hear and understand what they are talking abt. just like renwei. he also speaks very softly.
liu lao shi was nice. i was tired and kinda slept during the lesson. mayb he din catch me because i told him i was falling sick, as he asked me why i was wearing a jacket. well, intentionally or unintentionally, i'm glad that he din catch me for sleeping. :)
i feel so neglected. maybe your right. being lonely is part and parcel of life. u liked being alone, same as what i used to like. but not now. did i changed for the better or the worse? i don't know. i think i shall be like u and try to get use to be alone.
got 27 for chem test. it was a bad result for me, but as in the class, it was alr quite a gd grade. but i'm still not satisfied. my aim is every chem test 30 and abv. i can do it. i really can.
teckyang got 35 for the test, the highest in class. even teckyang can get this high, why not me? if ppl can do it, so can i. i'm no difference frm the rest. and i've got the potential. try harder next time.
if any of u guys received an email saying can track who block u in msn, dun open the link. it's some kinda phishing virus.
you're not gonna see me off my last training. haiz.
hope i get well soon.
I’m not falling apart.