I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Dear blog,
OMGXZSH!!!! finally can collect my phone! haha. they very smart. 7pm+ sms me tell me can collect starting frm today. rush down now to plaza sing? nono. tmr mayb? :) anyone can follow me go? *big and wet eyes, cute cute face* haha. not act cute. is born to be de. :P
today went to library to study. did only 4qns. somemore is all those simple simple de simultaneous (sai-mul-teh-neous) equations. oh yea, btw kelvin, chengboon and shakilah, it's edge (add-ge) not pronounce as age. as in like ledge, pledge de edge. :) i checked with answers.com alr. dun believe u may go to http://www.answers.com/edge. press the speaker button. and on ur speaker. :)
omg i saw snail when i was on my way home! haha. so cool. it moves very very slowlyyyyyyy.... haha. very cool. :D
i bought 2litres de milk. o.O
the channel eight is having the charity show. for raising money for the sichuan earthquakes victim. it is not till now that i realise the earthquake was of such large scale. my dad say it's a few singapore of ppl who are affected. D: like omg.. i feel for them. :( and hey! at least i donated $2 kay?! if u didn't donate at all, despise urself! for being such a cold and inhumane person! smack ur face 3 times daily, each time 10 slaps on each side of the cheek, till u finally donated some money. though i donated $2, but it was quite abit for me alr. $2 can buy me a meal in sch for recess. D: but well, for the sake of the victims, a little suffering we have is minute as compared to their's. those ppl stucked under those debris drank their own urine to survive. wad were u doing at that time? drinking ur coke light or ur vodka? spare a thought man! donate some money! (unless u can go help out there, which i doubt so) 有钱出钱，有力出力！:) good deeds reap good karma.
i rmbr i read in the news that got one victim who is stucked underneath those rubble, in order to survive, sang to herself 光良's 童话, and keep thinking that for the sake of her kins and kith, she must not die. such never dying spirit is very touching and essential for her survival. it's the will that keep these survivors alive. so if u feel down and wanna die cos u had some things that did not go according to ur will, think of them. they're in a situation far more unfortunate den urs. dey wanna live though they weren't granted the permission to. but they fought hard, just to win the war. a fight with the death god. and their strong will to survive, not jus for themselves but for their kins and kith, made them won. and wasn't at all so coincidental. ur will is very powerful. as the old saying goes, "有志者事竟成".
even though they victims may have lost their home. but no, they sudn't give up. 正所谓，“留得青山在，不怕没材烧”. so we too, sud learnt frm them (and energizer too), NEVER SAY DIE. (i think i'm more motivating den mrs sundrum. mayb i'll take over her position someday. haha.) so u emo ppl out dere (those who wanna visit their dead grandmothers), please, learnt from those sichuan ppl! (i know none of my frens who are emo, but well, if u r heed my advice. i'm sure things will work out for u somehow.)
that's it i have for u today. :) rmbr, spare a thought for those sichuan ppl! (myanmar cyclone victims too!) bye. :) finally my phone is revived and waiting for collection. :D
i stepped into the library, in high hopes to see you. but u ain't there. haiz. but to think again, it might b a good thing, i could concentrate to study now. but i was wrong. again. utterly wrong. i started doing a qn. somehow my mind aint there. i could concentrate. furthermore it was just a simultaneous qn. which i sud b able to solve at will. but no. i couldn't. i jus keep thinking and thinking of u. where were u, wad ur doing, who ur with, how are u feeling, will u be coming too? mayb u were late, i comforted myself. but u nvr came. my heart sank deeper each minutes passed. i only managed to finish 2qns. and it was only after 2hrs. 1qn 1hr? when i'm suppose to finish those 2 qns in less than 5mins? my heart yearned for u. like i have not seen u for a decade or so. it's a complex feeling i could nvr describe it properly. no words nor phrase could tell fully this feeling. used chengboon's phone de game to distract me frm thinking of u. and it did distract me. but only for a few hrs. cos chengboon took bak the phone. but he lend me his mp3 instead. the first song played "i can wait forever" by simple plan. and the song played several times ltr on. consecutively. even though the repeat was off. everytime this song is played and it's melody floats into my ear, i wud always think of u. cos it's true. like how i feel when i see u, and when u left. somehow i jus kinda love that song, unconciously. when initally i was rejecting this song bcos it didn't sound nice to me at first. it's jus like how i like u. i nvr knew that one day i wud like u. but the feeling jus comes. when one day, on the bus, u turned bak jus before u alight, and smiled at me. that moment was snapshot and kept in my heart after that. in those few seconds, my empty heart was filled with u. just u. ever since, i fell in love with ur smile. and i yearned for it. like it was the oxygen needed for me to survive. i tried to see u evry chance i had. taht's why i love going to training. that is only when i could see u. even though it was at a distance, but it was alr more than what i could wish for. u jus stand dere so beautifully, like an angel sent frm heaven. it was not until this yr that i realise u took early bus. and that's when i decided to kick my habit of going late to sch. just for the sake of seeing u. but the bus wud always dissapoint me when it was full when it reached ur stop. but the times when u and i were in the same bus made me feel very.. weird. each step u walked nearer to me, my heart wud pump so fast that i could hardly breathe. but i enjoyed looking at ur back view. haha. lols. blog, though i'm talking to u, but somehow she bcame the 2nd person. :/ sorry. haha, she more impt den u. :P haha. i love pouring out my heart to u. cos i;m certain u wun tell her wad i told u, right? :) gotta find some code to disable select text soon. or else ppl will know abt this. :( which i dun wan ppl to know. esp her.
But the memory dies as the sun leaves the skies - I'm alone again
I wanna tell you the weather is fine
When the night comes around you were on my mind
And I wish you were here with me
Don't you know