I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Friday, May 30, 2008
dear diary,
today is another day ms zahra use the word "vivify". still got no idea wad's that... *searching from answers,com... found*
1. To give or bring life to; animate: vivify a puppet; vivifying the brown grasslands.
2. To make more lively, intense, or striking; enliven: A smile may vivify a face.
it's pronounce as vi-va-fy. not vi-vi-fy.
was kinda tired today. just like very end of the days of a school week. because every schooling day, there's not sufficient sleep. sleep about 6hrs only. gonna be a panda if this continues. panda not bad uh? u see got movie (kungfu panda), china (host of beijing '08 olympics)'s treasure. but the bad thing is that u cannot colour picture. ok, sorry, not funny. :(
the day had a bad start. i was crossing the neighbourhood road where seldom cars drive by and the cars would usually let the pedestrians to cross first before driving(though there's no zebra crossing, but it's just a 5metres or so de road). then as like every morning to sch, i crossed it. then there was this car who drove by. instead of allowing me of crossing first, which i'm 1/2 way done crossing, the driver honk-ed at me. i wasn't really piss at first but what he did ltr made me angry. i continued walking to the bus stop and i took a glance at the car. it was just those normal toyota cars. den what i saw made me freaking irritated. the driver made hand signs at me and his face was not friendly. at all. wtf?! if i'm not wrong, he's a china guy. sibei guailan. f*** him lar. cannot see i wearing uniform uh? students oso dun wan let to cross first, furthermore i was alr 1/2way through the crossing. wan me do wad? trace bak uh? c*** b**. though irritated, i did not want trouble so i walked off, continue heading for the bus stop. den i saw the car again, at the opposite road. the lane beside MJC's. i bet his mother nvr teach him courtesy. he CUT the bus's lane? guailan c***b**. not only dun wan let me, bus oso dun wan let. i wonder why such a person lives in singapore. go bak to china lar. make ppl piss off only. it's very irresponsible of him to be such an arrogant 路霸. though i dun hate foreigners, but he's a true disgrace to china. somehow i hope he have his deserts soon. or else more people would suffer under his irrespossible and arrogant actions. like wtf, wad i did wrong to him sia. i commit arson on his house meh? or i scratch his car? or did i even glare at him. none. guailan shit. make ppl not happy only. forget about him, he's not worth wasting so much time to rap him.
stomach's really upset because i didn't introduce friends to him early in the morning.
went to whitesands with chankai to eat after school, whereas everyone already have a plan in mind. our's is a on the spot dilly-dally; mini-maini-minimo; u take fastfood i take slowfood scissors, paper, stone; "so what's our plan again?" de plan/decision. decided to go BK after "so how? anywhere lar. just somewhere. this, that or the other one?". the baddest thing of the day is that i knocked my injured toe into the metal chair. ouchhhh... out of the 10 toes i have, that injured toe suffered another impact. just where is god not happy with my little pinkie toe? ._. double kill... i hope that's the end of the killing spree..
went to table tennis training today. D: like omg? i didn't wanna go initially. but well... since chankai say "go lor" and we have nothing better to do, we just go 凑热闹. :P hey! i so long nvr play, only lost touch a little bit. surprisingly i could still 拉球 in the state i'm in! lols like omg? haha. i could do quite well when i stroke with sylvia and weijie. lols. not bad eh. can 拉球 and it's the correct type. but when i played a set with sylvia, i lost kinda badly. cant run lar, for goodness sake! i'm limping! not fair, disadvantage. :P so no count. hehe. :D
i wanna psp! but dam... i cant get one now. gotta save up for prom first. mayb get an odd job after o lvl? dun even think of asking my parents to buy games for me. it NEVER works. even my first gameboy was bought by me._. mayb young that time have lar. i bought a digivice! the newest that time! owned how many ppl's ass with my monster. lols. but htat's history. walau, sian diao lor. even a 7yrs old kid has got a psp but i dun have. dammit._. somemore that time that little boy sat beside me in the bus. then he keep looking at me. trying to spite me! walau! i wan cry liao lar. boohoohoochankai. lols.
hey thanks ranon for ur YUI's CD! :D i havnt took it outta my bag yet. later, maybe. :) & that means new songs for me! my daughter's name gonna be Yui, if i had a daughter... lols. if there'a nother daughter den it'll be chloe, or chloi. got "i" (pronounced as eeee). haha. so cool right? :D lols. whatever. i think too far already uh? haha. i don't even have a girlfriend yet, then think of children already. lols. but don't you think about ur future too? like after seeing so many blissful family, be it in the drama series, movie, anime or even reality. haha. ok, stop. come bak to the real world teck li...
wapiang! i bit my mouth again! dammit! 3rd time of the month already! this time is the worst among all the bites i had. my teeth sang quite deep down. and it was bleeding quite badly. stopped the blood frm flowing out with sugar alr. and i can feel the wound's bulging out. zzz. godammit. got ulcers or wound in the mouth is freaking irritating!!!! eat ketchup, it hurts. it fried stuffs it worsens it and hurts even more. esp when u eat finish. the pain's like rubbing wound on the salt... zzz. so no salty food frm now onwards. till the wound heals. oh yea i forgot to mention. the first wound healed alr. the 2nd wound recently get one. the 3rd one is just got one. and the worst part is, it's stacked on top of the 2nd. so i made the 2nd wound worst. and it's quite deep. the blood just flows like the yellow river. but luckily it's stopped now. this is the unluckiest week i guess. i'm like injured all over. zzz.
ok. bye. may all my injuries heal soon. :)
knee injured(soccer), toe injured(soccer), mouth injured(accidentally bite), gum injured(brushed too hard), external part of ear injured(grew a small pimple/cut where i put my earpiece), internal part of the ear injured(thanks to zu an for shouting in my ears when i made the amplifier with my hands), and worst of all, heart injured(because of her). the rest of the injuries are insignificant as compared to the last. i really don't understand her. sometimes she's nice to me, but other times cold. and now i think she's irritated of me. i dunno if that's really pms or just excuses to make me feel better. i really regret blurting out my feelings. the situation would be much better if i didn't told you. maybe at least you would not looked at me differently. though i know nothing last forever but it's hard to not like you. it just hurts so much to pull myself away from you. far worst then the pain i get frm my injured toe. i just hope that one day, things will turn about. then you'll know the pain and agony i get frm every actions you made. and also the happiness i get when ur happy. ur smile is just so contagious. i hope that you would one day, smile for me. and when that day comes, it'll be the end of the misery i get, and the start of a new chapter. with you. and just you.
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.