I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
today is quite a tiring day.
i actually felt tired and wanna sleep, even when everyone is so eager during biology. :/ lols. fatigue i guess. no idea why. and i think i slept abt 7hrs. hmm... the next few paragraphs will be abt how i got my injured left leg. skip if u want. it's kinda boring actually...
pergi main bola after school. lols. cherngjye pangseh shit! go tjc trial for soccer oso bo jio! :( but well, given the state i'm in now, i doubt i can make it in too. somehow i lost touch, maybe cos i've got a knee injury abt 5mins after we started playing. the floor is kinda powdery and hence slippery. thought nothing abt the injury at first but ltr realise it's not just a superficial scratch, but my knee had a bump alr. and it's growing bigger. i rubbed it and it was awfully pain. but can endure that kind. and my left leg is important for balancing myself and it actually sustain quite abit of weight when u shoot. ok nvm.
it started raining not long after, so we moved to the basketball court to play. that's when i realise my knee was quite injured. when i jumped i could feel an impact on my knee, and the bruise is abit bigger liao. but well, somehow i didn't really felt the pain so i continues playing.
rain stopped and we moved bak to ssc. i didn't perform, even my usual standard, at all. screwed up every ball. even dribbling sucks. i think only 1 shot out of the many was actually on target. like crap. after quite abit of matches, we finally started to win. for once. kinda happy. cos the sneakers hurting badly again, i took off my shoes and socks. (partially due to the sch socks. the quality like shit oso) and when u start winning, it's so enjoyable. that comes the worst part. the opposing team played quite rough against me bcos i kinda stole his ball quite a few times. so there was this time i ran to steal a rebounding ball. i shoot(though it missed) and the ball left me. the guy ran up to me and ram frm behind. and it hit my left feet. though the ball was actually "released" frm my right foot as i was a right footer. and somehow i fell in front so my left lef swung forward, the opp direction of the guy. so it went "pak". initially it was kinda numb so i jus left it alone and continue. then the pain slowly caught up. i go keh kiang twist my pinkie toe here and there(the injured part) and the pain got even stronger. now i couldn't play liao, it's frm bad to worst. the ball roll pass i cant even strecth my leg to reach for the ball even though i usually could. the pain was too intense so i had no choice but to request for a substitution. and so, i'm left with a partially broken left leg- knee injury + kinda fractured/sprain/whatever toe pinkie + a little bit more blister. and though i'll b limping tmr, but don't catch me. i'm not mas selamat. :)
sorry alan for pangseh u go play soccer. :(
i think it was totally a bad idea to go play soccer today. the weather's bad, and worst of all, injured leg. :((
i could have went to play basketball with alan, went to sinta with chengboon and zu an, go library to study with sylvia. but i chose to go play soccer with shaiful and cherngjye._. haiz. but wad's done is done. too bad... blame urself for choosing the last option.
my contact lens spoilt, gotta wait till 1st of june till i open the last packet of contact lens i bought. sud i continue wearing contact lens? i'm broke now. & my mum's scolding me for buying a spec and not wearing it(the white one). i dunno sud i just wear specs or save up to buy another box? haiz... bo lui uh... money makes the world goes round. money can solve evrything, no money no talk. :( still gotta save up for prom and ahem. aiyo... i go try ask frm those sichuan ppl to loan me some money first. so bye. :)
edit:
here's a video clip i found on yanci's blog, and i think it's quite touching. enjoy. :) there's 2 parts to it. though it's in jap, but u will be able to comprehend what they wanna bring across. sorry for the hiatus. :(
Part 1:
Part 2:
nice right? i think it's very touching. and know what? it's such coincidence! the ending song is actually related to my blog de skin! the they long to be close to you. haha. so much of a coincidence.
here's the full song of (they long to be) close to you by carpenters:
lyrics:
Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town (girls in town)
Follow you (follow you)
All around (all around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
[break]
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust
In your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue
That is why all the girls in town (girls in town)
Follow you (follow you)
All around (all around)
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Just like me (just like me)
They long to be
Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
(Ah, aahh, aahh) Close to you
hope u enjoyed. :)) i kinda like the song quite abit. haha. :D
i thought of going to the library instead. so that i could see her. but i tot, i've alr seen her this morning, and i'm kinda itching to make myself perspire, plus i wanna train so that i could get into the jc through dsa. so i went, nvr to expect that it was a bad choice. i sud have went to the library. not only could i see you, i would not have been injured.
thinking of you ease my pain. somehow, ur like a magical medicine that works like wonder.
edit:
sorry. i didn't know actually. i havnt read ur blog beforehand so sorry. i was actually aiming mjc all this while, i'm not purposely following you. though i had other thoughts of going to vjc and tjc if possible. anw, i'm truly sorry if i gave u the wrong signals. though u'll never see this, but at least i want u to know that i'm not those kinda person. if u every read this anw.
and anw, dun blame urself. pms is smth u cant control. i sudn't blame u for that. i rather u vent all ur anger and frustration on me. i've learnt abt pms in bio so i kinda understand how u feel. if i could i wud rather help u suffer the pain. but ms kum say it's a "men dont get it" women's special thing. jus thinking of u suffering frm those cramps makes me feel heart pain. but it cant be help. so i rather u vent all ur frustration on me if it does help to ease the pain.
lols. i'm like talking to myself. zzz.
But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this
Oh, oh stupid for you