I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Monday, June 2, 2008
dear diary,
google's server had some technical error so couldn't post a new post. so i did hey!math instead. :) did fairly badly i guessed. :/ couldn't blame me, i was hungry... din had dinner till now._. pitiful right? no time uh... cannot blame.
went to TRL today to do abit of study. take note, ABIT of study. 2qns of SBQ. D: haha. anw since it's not an academic day, so it's fine with me. :)
went to sch to consult mrs pong! yipee, m-learning lab. that means air con! :D muahaha. i learnt smth new today- pricipal value. hah! u dunno right? it's amaths. i dun tell u wad's that. :P okay, dun be so bad. it's the fixed range for trigo graphs. okay. hard to type so i'm not gonna tell. refer to the amaths tb for drawing of trigo graphs for the explaination. :)
jon is really good at piano! haha. really never bluff. very soothing. esp when he was playing cascada's "everytime we touch". i felt like sleeping, i mean like it's like so nice and soothing that u just wanna close your eyes and relax. and den... u'll see "zzz". lols. haha.
soccer at cherngjye's neighbourhood there. siyuan and boonteck was also there. went together with chengboon. i was wearing jeans so it was kinda difficult to stretch. furthermore, barefooted and injuries meant bad performance. well, mayb my skills are really deteriorating. can't seem to play like my usual standard. like damn... 3more days to dsa and this kinda peformance will mean failure. haiz. :(
bak in home to realise singapore was at the losing end with uzbekistan. haiz. the lions sucks. totally. they play like kuku. with uzbekistan finally score is alr 3-7, i think crystal palace can easily thrash the lions by 10._. the lions de defence is totally... crap. 2 defenders take 1 uzbekistanian striker, and guess wad? the striker could actually got past them with little difficulty._. totally pangsai. for sg's case, 1 sg striker goes to uzbekistan side of the field, almost NEVER get past 1 on 1 with the defender. always gave the possesion back to uzbekistan. zzz? furthermore, getting thrashed at home ground is totally rubbish.
lionel lewis' performance was flactuating throughout the match. a couple of good saves, but the direct score frm corner is totally rubbish. but well, he did his best. :) i was really dissapointed. cos i tot the lions would win. cos i've never heard of uzbekistan before. D: the lions really needs some tough training. the possible factors which lead to the lions' failure may be due to the fact of insufficient training, that is they lacked of all round conditioning- their dribbling skills are very weak, defending is not at all good, and they don't have enough stamina. the defence is too concentrated with the opponent who has the ball in possesion. so as long as the opponent passes the ball to his teammate, it means they have just shaken off several defenders, which in turn meant that there would be more space to work with, lesser pressure and thus, easier to score.
maybe watched too much of professional soccer players playing in world cup and epl alr. hence have too high a hope for the lions. but one player to be compliment is shi jia yee. he's really good. he's shots are all very accurate and powerful. but a pity that his shots are a little off target. he could have turn the table and help sg win the match.
haha, enough about soccer. time to end this post. kinda draggy. so bye. :)
hey the card costs me $10.30 okay?! haha. but it's alright. even if it's $20 i'll still buy. since it's quite cool and u like cool stuffs and it's for you! so it's really worth of my money. :D lols. my first & last gift for u anw, i guess. :( i doubt i'll see u nxt yr onwards alr. even if we're in the same sch, but we'll definitely in a diff class, due to diff subject combi. i've no choice but to give u up. so take lots and lots and lots of caressssssss. i guess your life wouldn't be any lousier without me around, anyways. since i'm like a nuisance to u. i'll really miss you i guess. maybe someday after you know about how i feel towards you, i'll finally have some place in your heart. but the probability is 1/1000000. haha. lols. thinking of the impossible again. but it'll all get better in time. thanks for all the happy memories you gave me all this while. well well, i just suddenly though of this catch phrase, "what you give is not necessarily what you get." i can tell you for sure that you've really left a mark on my heart. it's those few times in life that one really felt really happy. maybe that's they refer to as "in love" bah. another catchphrase oso goes like this, "if you really love someone, you should let her/him go." so guess i'll just have to do that. thanks for not hurting me all these while, i mean directly. you're really a very nice girl. nono, very very very nice. i'm just not good enough i guess. so i have only one choice- backing out. i hope that if you're feeling down one day, you would chance upon this little secret of mine and don't be feeling as bad. 'cause there was this boy who loved you with all his heart.
You put me through so many emotions,
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