I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
dear diary,
today is the day of mjc dsa trial. woke up early in the morning, 6:30am. cos i scared ltr late. went to eat breakfast at mc. end up too early for the trial. i think 30~45mins earlier. and wad's more they started late. :/
i totally can't play possesion. somehow i just lost 4 balls straight. and that's also the number of time i receive the balls._. like wth. i got the ball den in a split sec, it's gone. that's not like the way i play... omg, i suck at soccer now._.
really sian. i was the last to get on the pitch._. cos there wasn't a need for striker. so i just waited... and waited... and waited. and then finally, the coach said, you play striker right? ok u sub that guy and play. so i was so happy that i could finally play. quickly took the "colour shirt" and went in to play. though i'mma striker i went bak to help. jinliang tot i played midfielder. lols. started to get warmed up after getting a slide. yea it hurts. but well, haha. when i get angry i play better. somehow. cos i dun wanna lose wad. :P wth lor, when i got feeling that i can score soon, the game ended._. wad a waste... didn't even have the chance to get near the goal keeper, lest take a shot._. sian. 5mins how to score sia. i not that pro to score in such short duration. :/
that's all for the trial. lols. liek nth only. i tot got test juggling or dribbling skills, shooting skills, in the end none. total waste of effort. lols. but well, mayb i sud start training on ball possesion and passing. i'm blamed for being solo. lols. cos i dun understand their football language and somehow i just blocked out their voice. :P lols. i don't understand what's "along the line". lols. mayb i don't have the talent... :(
but since "success = 90% hardwork + 10% talent", 75% enough to get A1 alr. D: ok, ltr i'll embed some videos. funny ones. haha. i go bathe first and eat so see ya. :)
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kinda stupid, but well it's funny. you've gotta be "knowledgeable" to understand this. i don't understand 'cause i'm soooooooo innocent. ;) :
roberto carlos and pepsi:
sumos are good soccer players:
enjoy laughing, but rmbr to do your hw. talking abt hw, i think i havnt started on SS. D: leping said got alot._. SBQs are... brain consuming._. sud i go cherngjye house there to train my soccer skills? abit far uh... waste money oso. cos nid take bus there. no direct bus somemore._. k, whatever, bye. careful of chengboon, he likes spraying deodorant in people's eye.
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went to play soccer at east spring. :) guess wad? i've got myself injured, again. lols. soccer's making me having more and more injuries._. it never happened to me before. getting so much injuries... lols. gotta learn frm experience and not run into a puddle of water._. even if ur shoe is very "grippy", please, do not try this at home. lols. so cliche. :/ to avoid being like amalul, who had fall and knocked his back of his head and bled, my reflex action enabled me to responded quickly with a supportof my right hand in case i knocked my head like how amalul does. my head ducked too. so instead of a serious injury at the hind brain, i've got myself a better deal- a cut on the right palm and a sprained neck. lols. issit worth it? actually yes uh, hurting the hind brain might cause concussion, in worst case scenario, it might be fatal. D: i don't wanna die so early, i havn't achieve my targets i set in my life! lols.
oh yea, i forgot to mention that i literally fell into that puddle._. the liquid is so eeww._. got black precipitate and shai said got someone peed there._. eeeew? and my pant's soaked with the liquid._. like wth? sick shit... lols. my towel got the same ending too. :( it's omg... i just felt like bathing straight away. furthermore how am i gonna go home with a drenched pair of pants._.
i forgot to take bak my waterbottle after walking all the way to 201. ZZZ. den me and shai walked ALL the way back to retrieve my waterbottle. thank god it's not gone. it cost me near 20 bucks._. if i lost it i'm soooo gonna get scolded by my mum. 'cause that's the 2nd bottle that's gone. or sud i say nike bottle. and i've had it for like... 1month+ ? lols. but lucky shyt din misplaced it again.
eh, i think i've been seriously spamming in my blog. other ppl de blog all short and sweet, but mine soooo draggy. lols.
ok bye. for the 3rd time. :P
haha, i just realized smth. true love meant you love the person but you don't expect any return. and that's what i believe in all this while. but somehow i forgotten that important point. it's not gonna matter me about who you like or whether you like me anot, 'cause what i'm gonna do is to just care about you. even if it's a futile effort. 'cause there's nth else i can do, right? though i'm envious of other couples, but, even if we're together, you might not be any happier, right? so instead of starting a relationship knwoing that it'll end with a bad ending, why start it at first? unless i'm really confident you'll be happy and that you feel that too. it doesn't really matter for me to be lonely now, as long as you're happy. :) so just keep on smiling the way i love so much, okay? just lemme feel that my loneliness is worthwhile. :)
But that was when I ruled the world