I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
[EDIT]
dear dear diary,
just went to my pri sch for a little soccer training. :) it's opened for playing soccer every weekend. so tmr onwards no more soccer there. booo... :( on my road to success for dsa i guess.
tried to juggle. and i manage to break my previous records. hehe. now avrg 5~7hits, max about 13 consecutives. though my little pinkie toe is still in pain, but well, still can take the pain lar. :) manage to juggle a little bit with my left leg. which is totally retarded when shooting and juggling. but when it comes to dribbling, my left leg can kinda react smoothly like wonder. lols.
initially i couldn't shoot as my usual standard. but after much trying and adjusting, manage to shoot like my usual. but well, i still feel like fish out of the water on field. i prefer indoor soccer court much much better. :P
i really really hope my soccer dsa for mjc will pass. seriously. den it'll be like so much easier to do for my o lvl. 20 points enuf liao. :)
oh yea. i just got a new friend for my knee. i just injured myself. like wtf?! i alr have 2 injuries on my left leg and another one?! oh dam... lols. all left leg one. i think the soccer pitch seriously hate my left foot. :((
i hope my soccer skills will continue to progress. it's just 4more days. u can do it teck li! :D GOGO POWERRANGER! lols. randomity. :/
i just realise my blog is now FULL OF CRAPS._. haha. but den it's good wad. less appealing to others, den ppl wun read. good. continue being crappy!
Qn: why does people in bikini bottom doesn't hate shit?
Ans: 'cause everyone LOVES crappy patty!
did u just say "omg... that's so lame?" hey i can hear u know? i'm psychic. "you don't needa be a psychic to know when the next bus comes. use iris." okay, whateverrrrr teck li. stop entertaining yourself. go play some maple! hey i 93% liao! omg. 7more % i can lvl up!!!! that's like SOOOOOOO COOOL!!!! :DD
jus one more lame joke.
Qn: many said that during caesarian, the anaesthetic is so strong that you could even sing whilst giving birth. so what's the song that's often played nowadays?
Ans: leona lewis's "bleeding love". 'cause "you cut me open and i, keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding, love. keep keep bleeding, love~ you cut me open."
okay. enough enough. if i scontinue dunno how many ppl will scold me liao. den ltr like yong. "yong sucks!" "achoo!" okay. bye.
[lyric of the day is below]
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WARNING: READ AT YOUR OWN WASTAGE OF TIME. PURE RANDOMITY. HIGHLY ADVISED NOT TO READ UNLESS YOU'RE SERIOUSLY DAMN BORED AND HAVE GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO.
dear diary,
now's 2am+ in the morning. i'm tired... but i dunno wad to do. i wanna sleep but i dun wanna sleep... wad sud i do? i just went blog hopping. read quite abit of ppl de blog. some of them are dead. i actually realised that i did very badly for my MYE. i tot i improved and i was quite good alr. but looking at ppl of other class, i realise the fact was the total opposite. someone whom i thought we get a lesser aggregate den me said the lousiest JC was TPJC. for MYE. wth? mine's only yishun, serangoon and innova. macam tayih. there was another one who said MYE's aggregate was pathethic. it was a 16. wad's mine? 20. look whose the more pathethic one...
suddenly i felt stupid. which is smth i'm getting used to but i know i'm not. i know very well i can do much much better than this. but what's happening to me? in a 2.4km race, if u stop for awhile u'll lose out to those who didn't stop at all. and you feel as hectic for both after the race. but the result's different. i know everything. but i just can't put my words into actions.
i'm procrastinating nowadays. or sud i say, i have always been procrastinating. always push the things to do to tmr. and when tmr comes, tmr de tmr lar. ALWAYS. i hope she'll scold me one day to tell me to kick this bad habit. i think that's the only person who have the ability now. even my parents can't do anything abt this bad habit of mine. stick to me for as long as i have lived already... omg...
suddenly thought of this chinese poem about procrastination:
明日复明日
明日何其多
日日待明日
万事成蹉跎。
i rmbred this since young but i never practice what i preach. haiz. everytime i self reflect, the things would just stay in my head for awhile and "poof!" it's gone.(not become kokokrunch) zzz. i needa put plugs into my ear, nose and mouth; so that it'll get stuck inside. lols. but i'll die outta air. no air no air~ jordin sparks and chris brown. lols.
i have dreams to fulfill. but why doesn't i have the motivating energy to push me to realise my dreams? why? why? why? somehow this year is a very bad year. i did what i'm not suppose to do. now u just have my whole heart. i just can't summon enough strength to make space for my studies. oh dammit. it's a good thing actually. but it's at the wrong time. f*** myself. studies more important. nothing last forever. so to have you at the expense of a bad life for the next 60++ years? are you gonna be with me till den? no way. so studies is truly more important in this world. even if you are, we're still gonna suffer. it's alr bad enough to suffer alone. seeing you suffering with me is. oh my god... no way i'm gonna let that to happen man... a man's gotta pamper her wife. no money how to pamper? study please! study = good results = nice cert = good life = i enjoy + u enjoy + everyone around me enjoy = everybody enjoy.
someone please just motivate me enough to stop procrastinating and start studying. i promised myself to study hard this june holiday and now i've just slacked for 1week plus. godammit. fuck fuck fuck.
okay i just came up with a decision. just get over my doubts and then i'll be able defragment my heart. so that i'll have space for study.
i'm still carrying hopes for MJC DSA. i hope i can make it. my toe's healing now and my knee ain't as hurting. left with just 4days to train up and go for the trial. luck please be with me on that day.
played fifa street on psp. my cousin's. how i wished i could play like them. how bout this? go trained up those trick they used in the game? good idea teckli. but i think juggling's more important now. okay. i'm aiming for 20 consecutive. the max i could do now is 5. 15more to go. i can do it. yes i can.
you've got only 4months teckli. u better get that dsa or u work quadruple the hard work ur giving now or shatter ur dreams. ok. so the plan now is to leave the next few days for soccer dsa. how many days? oh yea. 4. don't care if the toe hurts. just train. just do it. okay? just this 4days and u'll only nid to work much less to get into MJC. yes yes. tmr's pri sch's pitch is open. i guess. train there? okay. juggling first den aftn or evening go there train shoot out. so soccer whole day tmr. okay. den wad's next? hmm, no academic till friday. okay. train train. all the way. sud i still get her a present? i promised her, and myself too. yes i sud. wad sud i buy? plan A's foiled. okay plan B. so wad's plan B again? :/
lols. i'm like so crazy. talking to myself. but well well... 那何尝不是件好事？self reflection. haha. lols. i just remembered other people will be reading this. if u just read this, you have nothing better to do i guess. sorry to have bored you. but who tell you want go read._. ok. i put warning first. okay done. don't say i never put disclaimer. :P hehe. omg... 3am liao. i'm hungry now. zzz.
ok. i think i go sleep now. sleep liao then will forget the hunger. if there's anything else to blog about i'll blog. so see ya. yay. i've sorted out what to do. :) just hope that my plan won't be foiled. oh yea. and i've really gotta start revising amaths or an A is impossible. ok. bye.
Back up, back up,
Take another chance.
Don't you mess up, mess up.
I don't wanna lose you.
Wake up, wake up.
This ain't just a thing that you,
Give up, give up.
Don't just say that I'd be better off.
Better off sitting by myself wondering,
If I'm better off, better off without you boy.