I don't know
That's what I say when I'm just too LAZY to think about ANYTHING.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Why is the sky so dark.
Why I can't feel properly.
Why don't I feel the pain.
I feel... like... nothing.
Somehow I wanna feel that pain.
Why do people talk to me.
Should I open my mouth?
No, I'm lazy to.
Why I feel like crying?
But no tears came out?
Why is my vision starting to blur?
Why am I laughing to myself.
Who is this?
Oh, it's me.
Why do I feel so cold?
Why do I feel shivers down my spine?
Why do I feel like being alone.
Why did the stars twinkle?
Why everybody's smiling.
Why I know answers to a thousand questions, but I don't know this one.
What should I do?
How should I feel?
How should I think?
Why birds can fly?
Why can't I?
Birds look all the same.
Why isn't human?
What do I live for?
What am I doing now.
Why do I feel so lost?
I don't know what to do.
Why am I doing all these stuffs?
I think I know the answer.
And it's with you.
Why don't I just ask?
But I don't want the story to end.
There must be a next page.
And the page after next.
And another page.
And another page.
What if there isn't any page?
The story will end.
I don't want.
What should I do?
Can I pause the dimension?
I don't feel like doing anything.
I don't wanna feel anything.
Just let me stone.
Until I get an answer.